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    October, 2009

    也许杀戮本身就是作为生物的本能
    害怕
    越多手法
    无论从哪角度上讲 杀害对方必是对对方充满着强烈的不安定感
     
    他杀
    手法很多,动机很多种,但显而易见谋杀者必定是害怕被害者妨碍自己所达到的目的
     
    自杀
    按照人的本能防卫来说 自己是无法真正的直接的杀害到自己, 而最终走向这条道路也还是害怕面对现实
     
    为爱而杀
    也许本身爱就是个让人值得害怕的东西
    因为是美好的,是纯净的,是善意的,是可以让人幸福快乐的 所以才让人害怕失去
    当然这个前提是谋杀者的意识是正常的,就是说他对爱的理解问题,如果犯案者他本身就对“爱”联想不到笑、阳光的、善意美好的,对于“爱”这个单个字的理解,就没有任何意义那么他也不是为爱而杀了 
    往往谋杀者都希望在回忆里有着爱 而不是现实去体会、去理解、去改变爱
     
    为恨而杀
    也许本身对于恨就是令人畏惧的
    没有人想带着痛苦、带着恨意过完人类脆弱的这一生
    但为了去除自己的不安、恐怖、伤心、彷徨
    面对了人本来应属害怕、畏惧、逃避的现象,在想了解这个“恨”,也会有了预谋、有了洞察、有了恶魔般的勇气、蛮狠、狰狞的表情,去报复、残害被害人
     
    但结果
    大家的结局都是要走的
    有的走了留下了悔恨
    有的走了留下了财富
    有的走了留下了遗憾
    有的走了留下了记忆
    有的走了留下了荣誉
    有的走了留下了先例
    有的走了留下了......太多 太多了...
    留下了太多 这个世间就不会平静简单了 那么多的欲望,那么多的追求...一个一个...
     
    为什么非得到不可呢
    为什么非得生来就要去感受呢
     
    人生疾苦,感受的太多,罪孽也多
    感受到被别人伤害,自己也在伤害别人
    不断轮回....
    August, 2008

    TRAGEDY

                                      Tragedy
     
    Time after time you turned from what i thought was good
    And leave me behind
    You should've loved me like i knew that you could
     
    But oh~  no~~
    this won't be no hard goodbye
    Oh~~ No~~
    You can't hurt me this time
     
    She doesn't love me
    Oh my lord
    It Dosen't mean it's a tragedy,tragedy
    She doesn't mean it
    Say that she don't
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy,tragedy
    Oh~~ No~~
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy
     
    All of my life
    I was searching for the love that we had
    Without knowing why
    You turned around and treat me so bad
    But oh~ no~
    I'll just hold my tears inside
    Oh~~ No~~
    Maybe you'll find another lover who will cry
     
    She doesn't love me
    Oh my lord
    It Dosen't mean it's a tragedy,tragedy
    She doesn't mean it
    Say that she don't
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy,tragedy
    Oh~~ No~~
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy
     
    She doesn't mean it
    Say that she don't
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy,tragedy
     
    On the phone for hours
    But we had very little conversation
    We spoke of words whit no meaning
    We spoke of love whit no end
    I tell myself again
     
    She doesn't love me
    Oh my lord
    It Dosen't mean it's a tragedy,tragedy
    She doesn't mean it
    Say that she don't
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy,tragedy
    Oh~~ No~~
    This doesn't have to be a tragedy
     
     
     
     
    May, 2008

    Listen to the song, the old, the sentimental music

     
     
    are you the one
    the traveller in time who has come
    to heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
    to walk this path with me until the end of time
    are you the one
    who sparkles in the night like fireflies
    eternity of evening sky
    facing the morning eye to eye
    are you the one
    who'd share this life with me
    who's dive into the sea with me
    are you the one
    who's had enough of pain
    and doesn't wish to feel the shame
    anymore
     
    are you the one
    who' love is like a flower that needs rain
    to wash away the feeling of pain
    which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear
    are you the one
    to walk with me in garden of stars
    the universe  the galaxies and mars
    the supernova of our love is true
    are you the one
    who's share this life with me
    who's dive into the sea with me
    are you the one
    who's had enough of pain
    and doesn't wish to feel the shame
    anymore
     
    are you the one
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    April, 2008

    i feel you ,i'm cold

    i sense there's something in the wind   我感觉有什么不对劲
    that feels like tragedy at hand            那好象如悲剧在手中
    and though i'd like to stand by him      虽然我站在你的身旁
    can't shake this feeling that i have      却挥之不去这种可怕
     
    the worst is just around the bend       最坏的事情已经来临
    and does he notice                          还有他有注意到
    wy feelings for him                           我对他的感情?
    and will he  see                               他有看见
    how much he means to me                他对我有多么重要?
    i think it's not to be                         我想那是不可能的
     
    what will became of my dear friend     我亲爱的朋友会成为什么
    where will his actions lead us then      他的行动将领导我们去哪
    although i'd like to join the crowd       尽管我想加入
    in their enthusiastic cloud                 他们的欢乐
    try as i may it doesn't last                (怎么翻的?)
     
    and will we ever                              我们将能一直在
    end up   together                            一起 直到永远?
    no, i think not                                 不,我想那不可能
    it's never to became                        那永远都不会来到
    for i am not the one                        因为 我不是那一个